Throughout my 20's I went from a toxic abusive relationship where my boyfriend pulled a gun on me...

To a 4 year marriage that was so painful I became a flight attendant to escape it.

But that wasn't enough. I needed a win so bad,

I entered a Bikini Competition, put my body through insane amounts of stress to attain an unrealistic physique in order to make my body on the outside look better than what I felt on the inside.

I took home 1st place in all 3 categories but when I arrived home I found myself staring at my trophies with the divorce papers beside them not feeling like a winner at all..

Next I became a successful "Boss Babe" Real Estate Agent making multiple 6-figures,

and for 5 years found myself attracting and dating weak men who wanted me to take care of them like I was their momma

...instead of them leading the relationship and wanting to take care of me.

One day I found myself crying in my car, stressed out, burnt out, unhappy and realizing I was depressed.

At this point in my life, I had never been able to depend on a man and I didn't know what to do with myself.

I left Real Estate and took 2 years off of work, dating and began working on myself and my relationship with God.

Then I met Dylan.

And I'd love to tell you that I immediately shifted into my "Soft Girl Era" overnight

...but little did I know, it would take me another year and a half of overcoming abandonment issues, trust issues, resisting his support and leadership, and letting go of control for me to finally soften.

And yes, it required a lot from him as well to step up and lead the relationship from a healthy masculine state, but I had to learn to make room for that masculinity to enable him to do that.

I had to do the work and meet him half way.

And it's the work I wish I had done before and the work I had to do once I was aware... that we are going to do inside Boss Babe Rehab.